my life

fengkai — Wed, 02 Feb 2011 06:31:15 +0000

signed on for the Republic of Singapore Navy. think I made one of the most important decisions in my life. 5 years bond. really looking forward to flipping open the next chapter of my life. will commission in jan.

will be sailing away for 6 weeks on 16 feb. long time. everyone please take care and happy chinese new year!!!

fengkai — Thu, 20 Jan 2011 08:54:21 +0000

attend c on 3rd day… sibei sian…

OCS’s a lot different from BMT. wooo…

fengkai — Sun, 16 Jan 2011 14:13:07 +0000

gonna start my life as an OCT. hope i do make it in the end! cheers!!!

fengkai — Fri, 14 Jan 2011 08:47:03 +0000

OCS! I am finally another step towards establishing my career! Looking to sign on for either navy or the army! Then take up a part time degree! Life’s good!

fengkai — Wed, 12 Jan 2011 04:11:12 +0000

心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持

孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子

So very true…

fengkai — Thu, 30 Dec 2010 06:42:56 +0000

BMT’s about to end. haiz. Kinda gonna miss it a lot.
5BX, marching to cook house, my sergeants n sirs, my platoon mates.

Army really gave me a huge insight into people and about life. How what one person does for his/her benefit can in turn affect the lives of people around him/her. About human nature, about our own survival instincts, the harsh reality of life, etc.

I really learnt a lot during my time in BMT and I will miss this fun phase of life.

Navy or Air Force? Will I even get into OCS? Where will I be in 2 years time?

Results will be made known to me by next week. I wish and hope for the best……

fengkai — Sun, 26 Dec 2010 00:25:04 +0000

Haven’t gotten a reply yet. Hopefully it will come by soon.

Uni application headache. What to study? I need more time. Crap….

fengkai — Sat, 18 Dec 2010 00:23:45 +0000

Truly enjoying my NS life now. Gonna be over in 3 weeks time. I learnt so many things there. About my personality, about myself, about living with others from oh so different backgrounds, about life. As according to my 1st SG, “What’s most important is that you realise your own limitations and work towards to overcoming them. ” This statement really struck me a lot.

Overall I experienced loads of personal ups & downs. Surviving field camp, sitest, live grenade, range & IPPT. Gonna sew on my IPPT Gold badge later =)

I am about to make the most important decision in my life. Hope it turns out for the better for my family & me.

fengkai — Sun, 28 Nov 2010 01:23:43 +0000

here’s my schedule for the next few weeks:

Field Camp: 29 11 10 to 04 12 10
Book Out: 04 12 10
Book In: 05 12 10
SiTest Week: 05 12 10 to 17 12 10
Book Out 17 12 10

Guess I won’t be able to see my buddies for 3 weeks =(

fengkai — Sat, 27 Nov 2010 02:10:40 +0000

quite enjoying the army life now. made great friends from my platoon. gonna chiong sua for field camp next week!